Aacharya was a 5th generation direct disciple of Sri Bhaskararaya Makhi.Who was this Sri Bhaskararaya Makhi? I had no idea.The other thing that I had done was to sign my husband and I for the Morning Fire labs I had mentioned that the next time I listen to 'a music' that moves me, maybe I would think 'That's what that upasaka meant'.So I emailed the song to aacharya and to make a long story short, I learnt 3 things from that email chain The repercussions were not as severe as I had imagined or feared it to be.I thought 'Maybe SHE has indeed taken responsibility for my actions' If you were brave enough to do as you please, you must have been ready to walk out as well.What's stopping you from doing that?'.The best answer to that question, at that time?.SILENCE. Since it was now proved that I did indeed have a big ego, I did go & apologize to my husband.I did tell him 'You said I could do whatever I wanted with my salary'.And he said 'Why do you not remember the other part of that sentence?. I was to later learn that the reason SHE wanted me to stay back at home was because all SHE wanted, was for me to 'mentally renounce my attachments' to my family.I would later think 'That thing that Bhagavat Gita talks about - One who see action in inaction and inaction in action, That's what YOU were trying to teach me, wasn't it Lalithamba?'

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